Author Biography  

Tina was born 1971, on the Central Coast, NSW, Australia. She graduated High School in 1989 and went on to do a mix of careers including teaching English and Japanese, and Fashion Design. She met her husband Dan Wake, on a camping holiday and recently they have had their first son, Archer. 

Tina travelled around the world for nearly 8 years, and became fascinated with all things Metaphysical in 1996, and has meditated ever since. Tina loves people and communication, and intends to open some eyes with the release of her first novel The Glimpse Book One.

Tina still lives on the Central Coast with her loving family and is currently writing Book Two.

Chapter One

The Glimpse

xtraordinary things can happen to ordinary people. Take Phil Valla, for example. A tall, dark haired, olive skinned, fifty-five-year-old journalist for The National Press. An extraordinary event changed his life and it started out just like any other day.

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He sat in his usual seat near the door on the train to work. All the other passengers were in their own little worlds.

Phil said, “Morning Jack,” to a guy who he saw every morning.

Jack responded, “Morning Phil,” as they nodded in unison.

Some people were staring out the window, some were listening to their iPods, one man had his laptop out and was tapping away before the train took off again, and others were reading. There was even the token guy with the massive financial paper that hogged nearly the whole chair!

Phil didn’t know it at the time, but up ahead a few carriages, there was an old lady about to get pick-pocketed by a very cunning teenage boy. There were lawyers, bankers, teachers, school students, actors, poets and every walk of life you could imagine on the one train, all on their way to start another day. The train was already running five minutes late and was full to overflowing because the train before had been cancelled. All the other passengers from the other train jumped onto this train instead.

Phil had caught this 7.15am train for about five years and it always fascinated him the array of people who rode everyday. He loved the variety, unlike others who dreaded catching the train.

He thought about the interview that he had to do later that day. Gerald (everyone called him Gerry) Cunningham, his boss, had been hounding him to do a Quantum Physics story for ages but he had always put it off for more interesting current topics. Who wants to go out and interview stuffy old scientists when there are sports stories and anything else to cover but that? he thought to himself.

Phil was supposed to be meeting the newspaper photographer after lunch, and then have a few hours to summarise his notes and put them into article format for print tomorrow. The boss wanted the science story to coincide with the launch of Science Week for the next day. B.o.r.i.n.g. Phil was racking his brain as it was, to know where to even start with his questions to a Quantum Physicist.

Just as he was thinking he would have to do at least some research to be more prepared, all of a sudden there was a massive flash of white light that was almost blinding! It was brighter than the sun, and yet it didn’t hurt Phil’s eyes.

If you were looking at the Earth from space you would have seen the light coming out like an explosion from the centre, and expanding like a sonic boom. It spread at light speed in a ripple effect out into the universe and continued forever in every direction. It was absolutely breathtaking.

He felt himself suddenly shoot upwards, yet when he looked down he could see himself from every angle, sitting on the train as if frozen in time. He had never seen himself from all of these angles. It is funny how we get so used to seeing ourselves from the only angle we know from our reflection in the mirror. Yet there he was, seeing himself from the side, back, top and all other angles at the same time. It was amazing. He also thought the funniest of things… ‘I thought I was thinner than that!’

He didn’t really have any attachment to his former body. It was like a coat that he had just taken off and flung over a chair. Phil somehow knew that his human body was just a ‘cloak’ or ‘vehicle’. It was something he borrowed, but did not represent the real him. His true spirit remained indestructible and eternal.

It was as if time had stood still, or rather did not exist. The past, present and future were all now. All of this came to him as a knowing. He knew from the centre of his being that this is how it really is.

Phil was in a kind of dark mist and felt himself travelling upwards at increasingly fast speeds. He didn’t feel scared, just confused. Was I dead? Why was I floating around and not in my body? Can I get back? he thought to himself.

Before he finished those questions in his mind, he saw what started as a tiny white speck increase to a bigger, white light moving towards him. He felt compelled to head towards it.

As the light got closer he could see it take shape into a being of light. That is the best way he could describe it. It had no human shape and its body kind of melted into the surroundings. It shimmered. He was awestruck.  

The being emanated friendliness and Phil suddenly felt overwhelmed and enveloped with the love and peace that this being was surrounding him with. Phil could feel and see too, somehow that the being vibrated at a higher frequency to himself and that its light was a lot brighter than his own. He felt completely at ease and safe with this being. Phil thought to himself, I will call the being a he even though it was neither male nor female.

The being was transparent, yet somehow made up of millions of tiny, moving crystal spheres. Phil was enchanted by this being at first sight. He thought, Wow, I’ve never imagined anything could be so beautiful. The being was glowing and he was simply fascinated. Who are you? Phil asked.

No sooner had he thought it, the being responded, “You would associate with one of my names – Kai – I am your guide, do not be afraid.”

This conversation was unspoken, yet Phil could hear it within himself. He could feel what Kai was relaying, although we would call it telepathy. He found he was communicating in the same way, and was dazzled that it came so naturally to him.

Am I dead? Phil asked.

Kai responded kindly like a mother to a child, yet in no way condescendingly, “No, you are being given the gift of ‘The Glimpse’.

What is ‘The Glimpse’? Phil wondered.

Kai replied, “It is the experience you’re having. Ask any question you wish and it will be answered. Even on Earth, humans always have the answers inside of them.”

Phil was filled with excitement and hundreds of questions came to him. His first thought though, was that he would like to see his wife Sophie. Was she ok?

Instantly they were back on Earth hovering above where his wife was and she looked completely fine. She was sitting in front of her computer as usual with a steadfast stare of concentration.

Phil was relieved but wished she was there to share this experience with him.

‘How come we can move without a body, and be wherever we think about so quickly?’ Phil pondered.

Kai explained, “You are on the Other Side and in this realm we move with our thoughts and at the speed of thought. Here you have access to all that there is to know. Information that would take Earth years to store and make sense out of, will come to you, like a remembered knowing. I am sure it will start to seem familiar soon enough.”

Kai again communicated knowledge that would fill volumes. Phil absorbed it all telepathically. He saw images in his mind that helped to explain what Kai said. Kai informed, “We are all beings of light in a human form and that This is who you really are (not the human shell you inhabit).”

Phil looked down and saw that Kai was right. He had only a faint outline of the body that he had on Earth. He looked like Casper in a shiny misty shell, like a spiders’ web wet with dew in the sunshine!

Phil pointed to a very thin white light streaming from the Earth and asked what it was.

Kai said, “Those are prayers from a church congregation.”

Phil then noticed thicker and thicker ones and asked what the difference was. Kai explained that the energy and sincerity behind the prayer, showed how much more weight it carried. Although angels still answer all prayers, they answer the thicker ones first as they are more sincere.

Phil seemed confused and was shocked to see the clouds and sky open up below him. He looked down on a church in session with about two-hundred and fifty people kneeling in prayer. The priest was leading the prayer that many of them were just reciting from familiarity, not so much sincerity. The light coming from the whole congregation was very thin indeed.

Then the scene changed to a mother praying by her sick son’s bedside. The light coming from her prayer was thicker than the two-hundred and fifty people in the church! The scene changed again to a group of farmers’ wives praying with such intensity for rain, that the light was like a thick rope.

Kai said, “So, as you can see, it is not quantity, but quality when it comes to prayer.” Phil nodded and watched the patch in the clouds close over.

He could see without eyes and could see the Earth from every angle possible. It was amazing that he could even feel her pulsate like breathing. Kai started to move and Phil knew to follow. They headed up and past all of the stars and then, with increasing speed, past the sun and other planets. The universe truly is so beautiful, he thought. He wished Sophie could see this too. Phil recalled one of her favourite movies was ‘Contact’. The scenes that Jodie Foster could see from her spaceship were so similar to what he was seeing then. To be actually in it though, surpassed all belief and imagination!!!

Kai sensed that Phil was distracted, and puffed out to envelope him in more love, as they continued. In the distance they could see lots of specks of light on the side of a massive blue mountain range. As they got closer Phil could see that they were heading towards a magnificent city of lights.

All of the buildings were built out of the most amazing crystal bricks that seemed to glow with a bluish white light from the inside. Some were like massive mirrored pyramids that he had seen before in a dream. Many of them were very Romanesque in style and also had a familiarity about them. There was a feeling of peace and knowledge here and he knew instantly that he was here to learn something huge.

It was the most beautiful place he had ever been to. There was the sound of soft chimes in the background, and the most beautiful faint-smelling perfume. There were tremendous gardens with stunning flowers in colours that couldn’t be seen on earth. There was a waterfall, that led into a beautiful lake and Phil was entranced by the energy of the place. The gardens went on forever, and there were animals and birds roaming around too that he had never ever seen before.

This must be a part of heaven, Phil thought to himself, as Kai seemed to entice him to follow him to one of the bigger buildings at the centre of all of the gardens and paths. This building was in the shape of a massive pyramid made of mirror type hologram tiles that again, shone from the inside. Now the chimes were getting louder and turning into the most beautiful singing he had ever heard in his life. So this is what angels really sound like? he thought.

Every experience in itself could have left him in the wonder of creation forever, but they just kept coming and surprising him, so much so, that his elation couldn’t get any higher. This was just pure and utter bliss and he thought his heart would explode with joy!

Phil was shown to a great hall and could feel other beings next to him, even though he couldn’t actually see them. Kai directed him into another room with huge living wooden doors of magnificence beyond words. The doors opened as they floated towards them, and directly ahead there were twelve beings behind another perfect long wooden table.

Phil could tell they were about to tell him something very, very important and he could also see that the twelve beings were vibrating at a higher and faster rate than Kai and himself. They all had a white/ blue aura about them which Phil instinctively knew meant they were very spiritually advanced beings.

Firstly one of the beings that seemed to be the wisest of them all, said to him, “Welcome Phil, I am Anwar. What have you learnt so far on Gaia?”

Phil was shocked for an instant that Anwar knew his name, but at the same time could tell the being could not only read his mind, but knew absolutely everything about him. He assumed right.

Phil also just knew that Gaia was the real name for Earth. Before he could respond to Anwar’s question though, a huge screen dropped down out of thin air in front of them. Phil was shocked to see a review of his life starting to play. He watched his life, not only from his perspective, but more what it felt like from all perspectives.

It showed him before he entered his mother’s womb. He was in this kind of perfect place, but in a different building. Here the ‘Virtue’ angels were helping him go over his ‘Chart’ (the plan of his life he had designed for himself) one last time before he incarnated again. At the time, this all sounded perfectly logical. He even saw the parts of the ‘Chart’ where he had chosen to suffer; to learn different things like patience, tolerance, acceptance, self love and so on. Phil’s shock that he had chosen to go through all of these things was quickly explained/felt/remembered all at once.

He was shown that not only do we all have individual charts and intentions for our own lives, but as family units, communities, states and even countries. Humans in general had a collective intention, of one planet where love and acceptance were key to our progression. We had come off our path and he was also shown other images of how it would all be if we continued to treat ourselves, each other and our planet the way we were doing at the moment.

He realised that he was very strong and pure in this state ‘At Home’ and when humans decide to incarnate again on Earth we create our charts from a very ‘I can overcome that easily’ attitude. It is only when others go over our chart with us and suggest, Well, you may want to look at this area where you lose your wife, your job and your left leg in a car accident all at once, and maybe do one at a time instead. So that you have more of a chance of getting out of it, what you had intended in the way of learning.

Of course, since most of us forget that we even came from ‘Home’, we also forget that we designed our life. Most humans live in blame and resentment, instead of loving the lessons they had set up for themselves in the first place. Many of us choose to have experiences where we need someone else to influence or do something, in order for us to learn that lesson. We make agreements with other souls before incarnation to achieve what it is we want to learn. Phil was shown an example that on Earth would be considered a horrible way to learn a lesson, but in this soul’s journey it seemed perfect.

The soul wanted to learn ‘forgiveness’. She would be beaten and kidnapped as a young child, and then in the perfect world, forgive and teach others what she had learnt. A good soul friend ‘At Home’ agreed to be the ‘Kidnapper’. Their lives would cross at the perfect time, and she would remember at the time that he was just trying to help her achieve her soul plan.

It is like you choose in advance to play a character in the movie. Unfortunately though, most of us get here, play the part, and are resentful of the movie (the outcome)! It just shows that we all seem positive we will remember before we arrive, but not many of us do. It is all about our choices. How we choose to deal with a situation, either for the positive, or the negative.

Phil thought how strong those souls were that suffered so much in life, as some of them learnt from their experiences, but most of them didn’t. He had asked that question quite a bit growing up of why some people seem to have so much hardship, and others just breezed through life. Now he knew that not only had they designed it that way in this life, but they also chose to react to it the way they had originally planned so they could learn their lesson. It would be hard to believe this though, before The Glimpse.

Phil looked at his chart again and it all made sense.  It was as if he remembered what he had said he wanted to achieve in this life and who he would meet, etc. Then his life review continued. It showed him the people he met that he didn’t like, and what they both had wanted to achieve out of their meeting. Also, how he could have handled situations ideally for the best win-win outcome they had both designed.

Phil saw and felt every interaction he had ever had, and how the other person felt, be it good or bad. Now this may sound like it would take literally years to see all of this and experience it again, but it was in fast forward. It was like his brain could absorb and compute input faster here ‘on the Other Side’ and so it all happened in what would be a few hours Earth time.

He kept watching and realised how selfish he had been. He saw that even the smallest seemingly insignificant act had an effect on others. Again, some were positive, but the most painful, were the negative effects he had on people, especially ones he didn’t even know!

For example: one scene showed when he was five years old, picking on the weakest girl in school because she had knock knees. Her self confidence was at its lowest and he actually felt her sadness at his teasing. He then saw how she went home and took it out on her little sister, who then went outside and vented, by kicking her dog and down the line it went. All because Phil had teased her, chanting, “Knock, knock who’s there? You are!!”

Another simple case that came back to haunt him was when he had hidden his little brother’s favourite toy and told him that Mum had thrown it out because it was old. Phil could feel his brother’s disappointment and disbelief. Phil also realised it actually contributed to his brother’s need to hang on to things and hide them, so no one else can find or touch them to this day.

How could this one little thing affect his personality so much in the future? he wondered. Phil couldn’t believe he could do something at that age that could hurt someone so young. His brother was four years old and Phil was six years old at the time. He felt very ashamed.

He was relieved that at least some of it was good. Like when he helped an old woman pick up the shopping after her bags broke, when he smiled at strangers walking along the street, or loaned a stranger at the service station money when she was a dollar short for petrol and bread.

He realised by watching this, that the only real feelings that were good, were those of love, selflessness and compassion. Also that our aim was to reach this state even after adversity.

After the life review finished, Phil was completely humbled. The beings were not judging him, and as soon as it finished Anwar asked again in a fatherly vibration/voice, “What have you learnt?”

At first Phil was speechless, he realised that he had not done that much to help the world or his fellow man and was very remorseful. He also knew that he was the only one judging himself.

Anwar prompted, “What did you agree to do before you went to Gaia?”

Phil didn’t know where the answer came from, but heard himself reply, “My intention was to spread the love of God and to help humanity become one with Gaia and in harmony with each other again through communication.” It seemed so obvious now. He wondered how he could have ever forgotten such an important thing like ‘his life mission!!!’

He vowed to become partners with the Creator in bringing about goodness on Earth. He promised to use his time, energies and talents to bring our brothers and sisters back to God and the light again. He saw that he had chosen to be a reporter so that he had global access to simply pass his knowledge on to this generation and the next. He used to be a workaholic and hardly saw his family. So he also saw that a balance of both was needed, if he had the chance to go back.

There were people standing beside him at the time as he made this initial promise. These were people who would play an integral part in this life on earth. They were connected to each other in a vital way. If one of them was to fail in their mission, all of them would be hurt in some way. If one succeeded, they would all benefit. It was literally written in the charts!

It was as if all humans were part of a puzzle with millions of pieces. It was put together perfectly, but if one piece was removed, they all would be lacking and would not be content until that piece was found and returned to its rightful place. Humans needed each other now and always.

Phil thought it was funny how most humans will do anything for their immediate friends and family…but just don’t realise that every single human being is actually their family. So he thought, If humans learnt to treat everyone as family, they would find the peace they strive for.

Phil looked back and thought he had failed in so many ways, yet he had also learnt some amazing lessons along the way. He knew now that everything was perfect, now and always.

He also realised that humans were their own harshest judge. In the eyes of God we are all just growing at our own pace, and will get where we are headed (back to God) in our own time. In other words, we can’t fail, we are all perfect just the way we are now!

Phil thought that if he ever got to go back to Gaia he would fulfil his promise. No sooner had he thought that, then Anwar sent him volumes of knowledge about the beginning of time, even back to the creation of the universe itself. This was to show Phil even further the perfection of creation.

Phil saw there was a matrix of life that connected all things. He saw animals and humans from a spiritual perspective. The matrix was like a massive invisible (silver) web that linked all things. When you look at the matrix from one dimension it looks like a blanket of possibilities, like a massive grid where every human thought, object and being is a part. Each of these thoughts affect the matrix and each other.

The matrix though, was not bound to a single dimension. In fact he saw that humans are multidimensional beings and can be in the past present and future all at once!!! He received knowledge that we are all simply God expressing itself in millions of different ways. Again he marvelled at the fact that something that here felt so logical and natural could be forgotten!!!!!

Another image Phil received to help explain multidimensionalism was like spider webs all layered on top of each other with all possibilities from any thought someone has. The best way to describe it is that every thought can lead to a million different outcomes. It was like those ‘Choose your own adventure’ books that Phil read as a kid.

Let’s take a simple scenario of walking down a busy street with a coffee in his hand. Now, there are infinite different scenarios that could happen next. He could be hit by an out of control car, a strange lady may come and kiss him, a dog could pee on his leg, his pants could fall down, a big gust of wind could blow his coffee out of his hand, a bird could land on his hand, it could suddenly start raining and he became soaked, lightning could strike, etc etc.

Now imagine all of these different scenarios linked by a multidimensional web. This matrix web is powered by thought and not only sits flat but goes in every direction possible. So all of these ‘scenarios’ or ‘realities’ exist because they are possible, and since humans only see one scenario at a time (because that is all they can deal with on Earth), then they have come to think that what happens is all that there could ever be.

Phil could see though, that with each thought, the matrix attracts the reality to us that best matches our thoughts at the time. Many call this ‘The Law of Attraction’.

Phil thought, This is just HUGE!!!!! He had heard the old hippy saying, ‘You create your own reality’ and thought, yeh yeh. Yet, now he actually understood where the saying came from. It is true! We do!

How amazing!!!! So no matter what we can imagine it already exists somewhere, we just have to believe it to make it the reality we attract! Phil was trying to understand the magnitude of this simple fact. He was still so flabbergasted that he had known all of this and forgotten it! How could I forget all of this? This is who I am!!

He saw with a few ‘key points’ in his life, all of the options that were actually open to him. His beliefs had simply stated how it would be, and that is how it turned out.

Like, when he was young he was told by his teacher that ‘people who smoke usually grow up to be the losers of society’. She said this to discourage them from smoking, of course, but as it turned out that is what Phil would see.

A person could be totally amazing, but he would never think twice about talking to them because they were a smoker. He didn’t want to associate with losers. So, in college, when he and Sophie struck up a conversation on orientation day, he noticed she had a cigarette packet in her pocket, and literally walked away from the woman of his dreams!

Of course they met up later, and as it turned out she was holding them for a friend who didn’t have pockets. He thought, What we believe, we will see. Funnily enough the saying ‘You have to see it to believe it’, is actually the wrong way around! You have to believe it, to see it!

He thought of all the things he had heard so many people say, like, “Number 13 is unlucky, Sunday drivers are soooo slow, I always attract people who don’t listen to me, I am unlucky in love, I am not good enough, I always seem to pick the slowest queue, I never get a parking spot, I will never get that job, I will never win lotto, I always miss out on the best jobs, those jeans will never fit me again, they will never love me because…it just goes on and on. These people are basically programming their own story of life, by inputting the data that the universe delivers. How could we all have missed the correlation before?

He flashed back to when he first started his job at the paper years ago. He was overwhelmed with the talent of reporters there. He thought to himself, These people are too good for me, I will probably just be a junior all of my career. So guess what?? For five years, he was just that, because that is all he believed he was. His reality was just mirroring back his constant beliefs and programming about who he was. Phil could see the bigger picture now of all the possibilities that were out there for him to advance. Other possibilities were all around him, but at the time though he couldn’t see or imagine them. So, they weren’t attracted to him either, and floated past to someone else. Only the ones that he believed in, hung around and became his reality.

Phil, of course, built confidence and advanced to where he is today. Once he saw others leaving lower positions in the firm, and thought, Hang on, I can do that too! Then of course all kinds of ‘coincidences’ happened to help him move up in his career that justified his belief in himself.

So the realities he saw come into ‘being’ were like cogs in a multilayered, multidimensional wheel all linking together. He made a mental note to really keep track of his thoughts from now on.

He got another volume of knowledge around some of the lessons that people choose to spiritually learn on Gaia which included: responsibility to themselves and others, trust, discipline, healing, service and charity, cause and effect and more. Some of the reasons that they chose their parents were to end the cycles these souls thought they were strong enough to break. These include breaking cycles of: poverty, tyranny, violence, poor me/victim, low self esteem, dependence, self loathing, lack of confidence etc. Some of the qualities they wanted to attain in this life were: humility, independence, selflessness, forgiveness, confidence, servitude and trust.

Phil found out too that what we call coincidences and miracles occur naturally. It seems the more you have, the closer to your charted plan you are.

Phil also saw that the sooner humans get to that stage of being (which is what we are all searching for), the higher we would vibrate and the more we’d understand about our surroundings. He saw that ancient peoples knew all of this, and were in constant conversation with Gaia, other spirit beings from other planets and dimensions, animals and God. They had mutual respect and lived with love, compassion and tolerance. They knew that diversity was perfection, and that the differences between each other, was what made them so unique and special.

The clouds pulled back again and Phil watched a single raindrop’s ‘life’ and watched it return to the sea where it had started. That was its mission (and all raindrops for that matter) to find its way back to the sea! How amazing is that? he thought. He thought, Humans are like raindrops. We look seemingly separate yet are all essentially the same being trying to make it back to where we started. The light.

Phil also saw that God split itself into millions of different souls to see what would happen and how long it would take all of the parts of God to find their way back home. Just like the raindrops. This is how Phil learnt, that we are technically all the same soul. If you hurt someone else, you really are just hurting yourself.

Then he remembered that is what we are all here for. Our collective and individual mission was to find our way back home to God, in our own time, through experience. Not just to have someone tell us, and then accept it without having experienced it ourselves. That’s why humans pass through a kind of veil between the Other Side and Gaia when they are born, that let’s them forget all they know.

It is also not for us to judge who is at what level of spirituality, as everyone has been at each level, and know that everyone will get there in their own time eventually. That is what we are designed to do!

Phil saw that some ancient cultures that we thought had disappeared, like the Mayans, actually just went to a higher dimension. Just like there are high pitched sounds that dogs can hear, but us humans can’t hear. The Mayans are still technically here, but we just can’t see them as they simply vibrate out of our range of vision. I saw this too of higher beings on other planets. They still exist; just not for us.

Phil laughed at the thought that we humans think that we are so technologically advanced, yet we are nowhere near other planet levels. In fact the rest of the universal beings call us the Primitive Planet! These other beings not only vibrate on a much higher level but they are actually trying to help us reach our potential.

It is funny too that us humans look through our telescopes at a planet, say Mars, and all we see are craters and gases, and claim there is no life there. When Phil passed Mars on the way here he could see millions of lights (souls) moving around. So with these pure ‘Other Side’ eyes he could see that those other beings vibrate a lot higher than we do, and therefore with Earth eyes we wouldn’t be able to see them yet. One day we will though.

Knowing the love and purity that Phil felt here on ‘the Other Side’, he realised that there was no need to fear death. He understood with crystal clarity that when we ‘die’ we really just go back to our original form of light. It is merely like walking from one room to another. A returning ‘Home’ if you will. Which now makes the saying ‘You come from the light, and you go back to the light’, so much easier to understand.

This form Phil was in now, on the Other Side, was the feeling he had been searching for his whole life. It was why he tried lots of different religions only to feel like something was still missing. In the end he decided not to have anything to do with any of them. He now understood why some people who experience Near Death Experiences wish to die again soon so that they can go ‘Home’ quicker.

 

Phil saw the energy of money and how even after so many failed civilisations we ‘advanced humans’ were still stuck in an ‘every man for himself’ mindset. How could we not have learnt that you can’t take your material possessions with you when you die? We needed to leave behind the Old Age of lust, ego, materialism and separation, into the New Age of peace, unity, love and acceptance.

This whole time that Phil was re-learning what he had always known, Anwar was sending him love and knowledge in such volumes that it would fill a million libraries. Phil asked if he would remember it all when he went back, and was told that he could always ask his angels for guidance. He was also told that what he needed at the time would be supplied in ‘Night School’ when he slept.

After thanking the beings for their utmost love and understanding, Phil and Kai left. Kai asked Phil if there was anything else he would like to see. Phil said he would really like to see these Higher Existence Beings (HEBs) on other planets.

Instantly they were flying over the planets of our solar system ( he had already seen Mars on the way here) and could see life on all of the planets, even the sun and moon. All of these millions of beings had inner lights like Kai and he did, yet Phil could sense that the Higher Existence Beings were vibrating at a higher frequency and were a brighter white. Phil could see that his own light was dim in comparison and knew that we humans had a long way to go to achieve our goals.

No sooner had they seen the beings in our solar system and the beautiful cities they had created, he was moving again at the speed of thought past our galaxies. He thought, How naive it was for us to have ever thought we were alone.

Kai asked Phil if he had any questions. Phil laughed because he had millions. One in particular had come up though. He asked Kai “What do you see when you look at me now?”

Kai paused and then said, “Well, this leads into a different topic again, but one that you need to understand. You, like most humans, have had numerous lives. Each life you (hopefully) learn more and more, and when I look at you, I see the total you. That is I see the you of all of your lives, both past and future combined. I see the core that is you.”

Phil had never believed in reincarnation, and was spellbound. “You mean I have had other lives too?”

Kai pointed down and Phil could see the veil between ‘the Other Side’ and Gaia dissolve. The clouds dispersed so that he was looking at fifteen different TVs at once. Each picture on the screen was one of Phil’s other lives and they were all running at the same time.

Kai said, “I know it is hard for you to understand that time is always now, and that there is no past or future, but these are all of you.”

Phil was mesmerised. Of course, none of them looked like the Phil he knew, but he felt they were all him. He was female in some, male in the others, all ages and nationalities. It was the eyes that connected them all to him. Even though they were different colours and shapes, he looked into them and knew it was him.

Kai said, “You will not remember this as much when you get back, but to answer your question, I see the whole being that is you.”

Kai asked again, if Phil had any more questions.

Phil asked about homosexuality as he recalled the argument he had last night with his son Tristan for ‘coming out’. Knowing what he knew now, he couldn’t believe he had reacted so uncompassionately to his son’s news. He had gone as far as to kick him out of his own home!

Kai showed Phil how God sees all humans or any beings for that matter, and all he could see were two souls uniting.

Instantly there was an image in the space in front of him of a married couple having sex. In the eyes of God they were just two light beings moving together. The couple looked like Kai does now. Just paint strips of light intertwined: like two Casper the ghosts.

Then Phil saw two gay men, and again in the eyes of God they were just two paint strips of light moving together.

Phil saw that his son had wanted to learn love and acceptance of not only himself but others. Tristan had judged for different reasons in other lives, and had attracted that same attention back onto himself in the form of being judged about his sexuality now. Phil could see this in himself too, and had already figured out his apology if he saw his son again.

Phil said he had one more question about plants and animals. He was instantly shown his house and the surrounding park. All of the trees and plants and animals were so radiant with life and exuding their own frequency. He wondered how he couldn’t normally see or hear this. Everything was alive, even the rocks.

He saw how every single person in his life was a teacher, as he was to them too. He saw perfection in everything and was so elated with it all, that he said he would be happy to go back as a leaf.

Phil asked again why he had been chosen to see The Glimpse, “Isn’t that just for the dying?” He was given the simple answer, “When the student is ready, the teacher will appear.”

Phil promised to change the world inside himself, and then spread it to the world. He was so thankful to have experienced it all again and remember we were here to learn through love and experience.

Phil knew it was time for him to go back to Gaia and for Kai to leave too, and he started to feel torn. He wanted to stay here with Kai forever. They had already seen so many beautiful places and the feelings of home and love here were so much stronger than on Gaia. He knew there were other things he could do here, at home…did he really want to go back to the earthbound body? Here he was so free, he was who he really is. He tried to plea but it was useless. He would only have to come back and do it again anyway, so why not finish what he started?

Kai again reassured Phil that there was no hurry and that he could return later when the time was right.

Phil thanked Kai but he had already disappeared. In the speed that Phil had risen to get here, he started his journey back to Earth and back to the exact moment before The Glimpse.

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